Trust issues

Lately it's been hard for me to trust anybody. I hate having trust issues, I'm starting to be very suspicious of even my BEST friends. I have always trusted these people but my trust is going less and less. Maybe its my cousin saying "Half The People you hang with ain't real" (aren't real). It's not like she's lying, thats probably the truest thing anyone has every told me. I just want to figure out who the hell is the half ain't (aren't) real. I'm slowly figuring this out. Some hoes (excuse my language) are showing their true colors. I want to move to a different, city, state, country, continent, planet, etc. I wanna move any place, I can trust people. Sometimes I need to be alone, and right now, I don't even need to be hanging with ANYBODY. I need to be by myself, but I go to school, and most of the time I need to hang out with them. When I go home, I stay in my room and think ALOT. At times I hate thinking cause it bring me back to my trust issues. 


        I have about 3 or 4 people I can actually trust. Then my mom always bring up people and why most of her friend aren't real (ain't real :) Not like I care, she doesn't have any friend, but that don't have shit to do with me. I can't let her past ruin my future or my present. Which is why I wanna move to New York to get away from her. I'm planning to move with my best friends but then she always have something negative to say. She said, "Well, they might not pay all the rent, ya know, you can't trust anybody." And I'm just sitting their thinking like, 'no you can't trust anybody and you want me to suffer with you'. 

     I used to be super close with this one girl, she changed my whole world around. She had a sexual activity on the roof top with my CRUSH. She spread some nasty rumors about me, and then she disappeared, and stop being my friend. She's basically the whole reason for these trust issues and she's the reason's I'm asking, this question: WHO'S REALLY MY FRIEND.