Maybe I think too much....

Okay so maybe, I think too much, but hey I'm !3 and I turn 18 in less than five years, besides graduating , I  wanna accomplish some things. I wanna be an actress, singer and, dancer. YES!!! all of those things ar hard to get into. Which is why I started exploring my options, If none of those things work out (which I strongly doubt because of my strong determination), Then I need some back up options. Okay FIRST, I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!, maybe Thats a bad start, but hey, I'll already spend 13 years in school, I dont need extra, but if I aboslutely have too, well then. okay so i want to go to culinary school. or however you spell it. I would love to be a chef. Or a lawyer, I'm a pretty good defender and whatnot. Well whatever I become, I know I'll be happy!!!!! xoxo, ~AKB

Insecure

I'm feeling quite insecure, Why? Well it's my mother's fault. She's the one who got me insecure about my body. I'm 13, and my body doesn't look like it, thats one thing I hate. I wanna be a normal. 13 year, but my body has developed way too much. My mom was always bugging me about it. But I didn't pay her any attention. But know I can fit into a womans 7 and i feel horrible.